A Work in Progress

Content Warning: This section discusses anti-fat bias, bullying, body dysmorphia, disordered eating, and self-harm.

The novel is in the style of Will’s journal, written in verse. As such, Will is both protagonist and first-person narrator, and his character is the most well-rounded and nuanced. Often, the formal style of Will’s narration is indicative of his mental and physical state. For instance, when he grows distressed, the verse becomes more fragmented. When he passes out, the pages become entirely blacked out, obscuring words and dialogue. Will, who likes art, often draws sketches in the margins of the journal that complement the meaning of the passage. For instance, scribbles in dark ink symbolize his frustration, distress, and other negative emotions. When he hears about or perceives other people gossiping about him, he draws disembodied mouths in the margins. 

After being insulted by Nick in public in elementary school, Will realizes the extent of Individual and Systemic Anti-Fat Bias in the world around him. He internalizes this bias and believes it is his fault, and he deserves it. He believes he was wrong to live his life “like [he] was / as good / as anyone else” (22).